Lemme tell you something about people around me.
Yeah as you know, nowadays people ~
You just can't believe them. Never.
There's just so many people who act like an angels towards you but there's dark side of em yang trying to tear you down silently. Well nobody knows.
This type of people were so dangerous, so much i think. No, it's just too much dangerous.
Well yeah, they help you and tell that they were being so concern towards you, so without hesitation you accept their "hands".
In the other side they actually wanted you to appreciated them for what they have done to you.
And of course we will. We just not too heartless for that. We really do. REALLY.
But yeah, we called it as terhutang budi. It was the hardest part.
You know when the situation of terhutang budi is turned up, you just can't do anything instead of being good toward them. As a sign of thankful to them and to be more precise, RESPECT.
And, ONCE you have done something that you think it's just a small of matter, but for them it was like the BIGGEST SIN that you ever did toward them (who helped you). There will be no space for you to speak, i mean trying to explain. They keep bashing you. Telling that you're not respect them, you're heartless, you're cruel, you're
And the most hardest part is, they start to badmouthing you to others. Hell yaaa ~
Dehell, dehell?
Lesson learnt. Somehow you just have to stop counting on people around you. As long as you have Allah, there's nothing can destroy you. Allah the Almighty. He knows EVERYTHING.
Somehow we don't know that we're overstepped the borderline. And you should advice me instead of threatening, being the very sarcastic person and keep going with your fucking bloody accusation because of you didn't want to hear the reasons. I didn't make it because there's reason came up, not excuses.
End up here.
Arrivederci !!!
