How I Wish

For what you came last night ? Kalau setakat text then cakap benda merepek tu , better tak payah and tak perlu . Tak sampai 15 minutes pun kot . Kau blah cakap nak makan then sampai ke malam dan esok paginya aku tengok phone , no text from you . It's been a long time dah texting dengan kau . Kay , for sure aku hypnotize plus excited bila received text from kau . But , aku sendiri dah boleh expect berapa lama je kita punya conversation tu . So , aku berlakon macam tak berapa nak excited sangat reply text kau . In fact , aku happy bukan kepalang .

Kayy , I've been tired waiting for some guy or Prince Charming . Gatal okay . Haha . Sometimes , somehow aku rasa dunia macam tak adil . Kenapa perempuan kat luar tu ada je boyprengg , then aku ni bukan main payah lagi yang nak stick . Kayy , what the --''

So , please . Better jangan text aku untuk bagi tahu yang kau konon kononnya "kind-hearted" and sudi untuk teman aku , nak isi kekosongan yang wujud ni . Puihh , ayat cannot go . Haremm .
#Currently listening to : More Than This_One Direction

Cerita tadi bukan diri aku yang sebenarnya . In fact , aku memang tunggu kau punya text , siang malam pagi petang . Tak tipu . Since I was done with school , so I thought that I need a guy to accompany me . That's all . That's why I wasted my time by reading novel to make me didn't care about what I'm wanted . Even I know it's doesn't work at all .

Alright bye .
Assalamualaikum .

Loneliness Princess ,

NMZA 

Superb Adopted Family !

Hai hai ! Assalamualaikum :)
*crinkles at my face* #menstrual pain
Erghh ! Sakit mak ehhh --'

Okayy here !

Since last paper for SPM 2012 , aku pergi bilik muzik after a long time tak jenguk jenguk bilik muzik *k story tipu*
W/ muka penuh tepung , pergi dengan Aty *muka macam the cekodok girl*
Bebudak sengal nih nampak kitorang otw pergi sana , terus lari lintang pukang *tipu lagi* masuk bilik muzik to protect themselves from being our cekodok victim .
K , tak dinafikan , Gua Taiko Kat Sch :)

Ehh , bebudak tu ngengada --''
Act , kitorang tak nak buat pun . Harhar :D

Okay , no point there .

It's been almost a week kitorang being like a real family .
Spend our time together from 9 a.m until 5 p.m .
Crazy isn't it ?
Haha . Kepala otak masing masing memang separuh masuk air .
So ? Main muzik , then stop bila dah penat . Keep on main UNO , until bored .
Then , start main muzik balik .

Ouh yaa . Forgot ! We are playing gamelan and caklempong .
Apa tu ? Haha . Go to Google ;)

We are going to Homestay Sungai Rumbai this Friday and Saturday for a performance during the marriage ceremony :)
Auntie tuan rumah tu rent a few room for us to sleep at there because we will had a rehearsal at Friday and the live performance on Saturday :)

Haha :) So , are we going to have a Up All Night Party like a One Direction ? Haha . Of course :) Sebab semua kaki tidur lambat punya .

Alright . Everything was Insya-Allah to happen :)
Byebye . Assalamualaikum :)

Pancake Maker,

Nur Marina Zainal Abidin

Baby , there you go again . Making me love you

*wiping tears*

Do you think that I will believe what are you saying ?

Whenever at your TL shows that you're in relationship with a kind of girl ,

then I ask you who is she ?

then you will answer , MY ADOPTED SISTER :)

I see the way you treat her . Seems like she is not your adopted sister .

SHE IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND .

It can't be denied .

I keep on stalking your profile even I know it will hurting me .

Still . You can't realize the scars that you've left inside me .

Do you know what I had felt ?

It's more than enough .

I don't know what's wrong with you .

When we texting , then suddenly you're gone without saying good bye .

Do you know what I felt ?

You are actually didn't like to have a conversation with me .

Isn't it ?

Yeah it's you .

Nvm , I used to feel like this .

And you used to act like that .

Just go ahead with your attitude .

I didn't want to force you to accept me .

I just wanted you to appreciate me when I always had a time for you whenever you need it .

In my day-dreaming . I always feels like you are mine .

Haha . I know it just a mindless dreaming .

There's no reason to fall in love .

Sorry , I Love You .

Qamarul Arif